Wow... God surely gives when we ask

I realized a while back that God was changing me into the person I prayed for, but recently, I thought God hasn't been answering me. I felt like I was ignored so many times. but today i remembered God is a good Father, giving us what we ask when He thinks it's best. Even at DTS during worship, I felt so disappointed in me for not being able to praise Him. I prayed so many times that He would be so real that I can do nothing else but praise Him with all my heart and body. Well, I wasn't able to do that today, but He answered a different prayer.

I wrote in the last blog that people who did a past DTS would come and pray for us and prophesy for us. After I found out they were coming, I prayed to God that I would receive many blessings and hear prophesies about me. Surely, He answered my prayer even before the worship service. More than 8 people prayed for me today and 4 people prophesied about me. Oh boy, these prophesies were exciting! It's exactly what I wanted to hear!

So many things happened but one interesting thing that happened was when one of my DTS staff was praying for me. He was praying that at that moment while he had his hand on my head, I would be able to see a vision from God. I waited desperately to see something, and I wasn't able to make out anything. Then few seconds later, an apple came into my head. I doubted that sign thinking I forced it out. Few minutes later, 3 of the past DTS people that came to pray for us prayed for me. One of the guys was describing what he saw, and he said he saw a big apple tree! and that soon I will be dropping juicy apples. that was so good to hear. They also said I will overflow real soon, maybe in about a week.

There were more prophesies that fit my dreams, which gave me confidence that God really does love me and cared for me always. I realized that He never left me, it's just that I doubted His presence and the words He spoke to me. I got to be patient and trust in Him that He provides whatever I ask for His Glory.

Today was intense and it hasn't even been a week. I never felt such a revival in many many years. It was the closest I talked to God in my life. I am so excited what else God has in plan for me. I can write on forever about tonight, but I got to shower and go to bed soon.

Good night evreyone!